One of the scariest feelings in life is when you realize you aren’t afraid to die. You don’t look when you cross the road anymore. When you take pills you take however many come out. You’re not afraid when you hear those creepy creaking noises in your house anymore, because you hope they’ll get you. You seek out dangerous things, because you want to die. You stop caring about yourself, totally and completely. Nothing about you matters anymore, and at some point you look at yourself and become scared of yourself. Because you’re a monster, one who only hurts itself. And that’s scary.

(Source: a-doxographic, via ill3strat0r)

missprettylee:

A$AP Rocky- Goldie

Caitlin,

Its fine to some times freak out.

We all do it.

I’ve had horrible grades,

I’ve been where you are.

In a big pile of stress.

Like its all caving in.

Well..

You’ve got me.

So for now,

Just do the things to get you by..

Make sure you at least pass your classes for now.

Start fresh this quarter.

Make sure you’ve got everything under control.

That way you don’t have to cry.

Or over flow with anxiety.

You’ve got this.

Just get your head in the game.

It may sound hard.

But it will be worth it.

I promise.